Do you ever feel like a completely useless to people around you?When you can't make them happy like what you should do.Whatever you're doing,that will never satisfies them.They will always want for more and more.Or being like another person just to make them happy,to keep them by your side so that you won't lose them? Because you know the way you are will never make them feel that worth to stay beside you.Even when you're dying inside to see the way they behave to you,you're holding on tight.Because you don't want to lose them in your life.You might be thinking, "if I lose this guy,I can't be any happier than now.My world will tear apart.I don't know what I should do" Or being such a failure when the things you always wanted never turned out the way it should be.You never try to make it happen,you never put effort to it.You're afraid of falling or confessing.You're not strong enough to rise once again and show to them,you still alive.And,we always wanted what we will never have.Because our heart is searching for perfection.Beautiful girls,charming boys.Even the ugliest girl in the world would have crush on the most handsome boy in her school.But all she could ever do just see the boy from a far because she know she will never have a chance to get close to him.This things is cycling all way round in our life.
No,don't feel useless.Because the people who make you feel useless,are the one who's actually a useless.At least you had tried your best.You might not give 100%,but make yourself satisfied with yourself before you make others satisfied with you.If they're asking for more,ask them."Can you do much better than me?Then go ahead."
No,don't feel like you will never be good enough for them.Don't thickening your face with tonnes of makeups just to make him proud of having you as his girlfriend.No matter how ugly you are,wake up everyday with that smile on your face and tell yourself in front of the mirror "I'm beautiful.Fuck that guy who will lose me because I'm too awesome for him" Don't die for a guy who never appreciates what you feel for him.You might fall but you must remember to rise again.No matter how long it takes,but you must rise.
No,don't feel stupid for loving someone who will never be yours.Because miracles happens everyday.When there's love,there's hope.Never give up.Though you'll never be with them,when you could see his smile when his friend is teasing him,you know he is happy.Then be happy for him.Loving is not only for accepting.But giving love sincerely,though from a far.
