A big no.No longer big expectation on anyone who have a great potential on making me fall again.No,I had build my wall stronger this time.Sort of afraid when I think of how I will ever be if I had to go through the same situation and same story with the same person ever ever again.Love takes something from me yet it teaches me something.I learnt to live half alive.Vulnerable yet strong.
I seriously do not know what to do now.Should I?Or shouldnt I? Yes,I admit that I'm kinda trauma now,lol.Hypnotised me pretty lease.I want to flashback how is the feeling I felt before.Ugh,this is killing me for sure