I woke up tired of life.

Do you ever get that feeling?The feeling of just be invisible from people surroundings,get unnoticed no matter where you go.The feeling of hiding at four vertices in the earth when you're falling apart.So no one can get to you or even knowing where the hell are you at now.You just want to take a break from everything.You feel like just disappear and vanished away from this earth to see who actually care about you when you're gone.Who will busying their ass off to walking around searching for you.And who will enjoy the segment of losing you from the part of their life.
When you're broken,you just wish someone to come and tell you that everything's gonna be okay,just someone.Then at times,you don't feel like talking to anyone about anything.You just want to be alone.But you're afraid that peoples around you might get offended and thinking of what mistakes they had done.When you got caught in problems,you really wanted to talk to someone who will understands you,crying your eyes out in front of them without feel ashamed.Someone you're comfortable with,no judgements or bad perceptions for them to think about.Just lending their ears to your problems for a moment.
Life is unfair.People curse you for being natural.People accused you for something you never done.People hate you because you mind your own business.People judge you because you're not pretty.People treat you sweet because they are taking something for granted.People come,people go.People live,people die.Your life changed when someone special come into your life.Then again,when they go,you was left behind empty.They left a big hole in your heart,take times to heals.
But then I realized that,I'm too tired of living,yet too afraid of dying.Big want a drama-free life.