Existing is already hard enough. No matter how hard you tried,but the truth will always dissapoints you. Trying to be a good daughter,good aunty,good friend,good girlfriend. There will always be some kind of dissatisfaction on whatever you're doing,reality check. Because people are expecting something different,something far from what you're capable of. It's not like you can't,only you're not there yet. I don't know,expectation is ruining me. And annoy me much,sometimes. Why we must bother ourself to please people around us. Bullshit. Taking care of their feelings, while they never try to take care of our feelings, in return. If and only if they will bother themself to do something like that. I just don't mean anything to anyone. Zero,none. Can we just live silently,without having to bother about anyone and no one to bother about us. How I wish life would work that way.
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